i can’t cope. i actually can’t do it any longer. i’m that sort of person who builds up walls just to watch them fall back down again, and the sort of person that tries to always stay positive, but sometimes that’s hard for me.. and now it’s gotten to the point where i just need to take time out from everything and evalute what needs to be done. you say you’re “friends.” well, you’re a pathetic excuse for them. i don’t want you, i don’t need you. i need people who are stable and aren’t backstabbing and as bitchy as you are, so fuck off and do us all a favour.